Jimmy throws the last of the Labor Day patties on the grill &
rants to me about his waning lotharial sway, as firefly
rump-lights cast dull reflections in the scalp
beneath his ebbing hairline
which makes me think about the lessons
learned through subtraction
like growing up, how the impossibilities in our cinematic daydreams become
ever more apparent, a reductive advance that fosters the tricky negotiation
of high standards & low expectations known as
contemporary adulthood
at some point you get it that it’s a rare employer who
wants to see “Solo, Han” written on the application
for the file clerk position, “space pirate” under
previous work experience
over the years we watched as John Cougar became John
Cougar Mellencamp, then dropped the Cougar;
eventually he’ll just be John
Jimmy waves his spatula around, carving arabesques in the
encroaching darkness as he builds steam; he will
not go gentle, etc.
he stops mid-sentence, shivers visibly &
goes inside to grab a sweatshirt
it’s going to be a bitter winter